At School Again But Still Writing

17 April, 2008

Count But

 

I have a way

To count all day

Or is it that

The night now rather way

The way of my mind

Forever in time

Is to consider every cause

The precedent

Of every consequence yet

But to account for myself

As so evil as if

Alike to what if

Which was because of

That it

That those effects had a future

I hope is well ending

Are when now effected

By the past directed

The deeds in my command

So get it that terror is banned

Through being acknowledged and fanned

Minded and winded

And in love real bind

Will it be real

To rather

Account for your self

By which ever direction in time

Your mind finds the larger

Fear of the find

Yet while taking the precaution

Of never being certain

That when open wide

Be truth’s curtain

Never caught short of

The cost of

To Dream is

No loss with

While cause follows precedent

Is that before accounts for ever after effect

So better than to mistake a count

Just do not

Know but

That does it show

I must

Not yet

Nor once stuff it up

And so account

For an animal self

Mine also

And life to bind

Just in case in time

Our future might find

While those without faith

Who’ve imagined the past into their future

As though they’d cause it be happier

Seek to force me into their mind

And theirs into mine

Well just in case

That had been taking place

Why I’ll account for that also

As mine

And therefore be fine

 

 

For Who Might Need To Know It Is So

 

I thing about

What might happen around

The knowledge I spread to the sound

Of who needs to know

What this is I have found

Is that those whom stole of

The want to know

Without equitable work to show

Are who never quite grasp

What exactly it is that they know

But that is just so

Since the other hand is finer in flow

By like I knowing to just let it go

That quality of knowledge

Pouring in need not soiling

But just continue on in

The flow of time

Of work to know

And want only to work

For the extra we give

For free in

The work is

The measure of

How well we are earning

And for Holier

As well as to show

Which will ever be

The first fence to go

Since in time

The message of

Every lesson fine

Is this only

That who learns well it

The lesson of time

Might learn also

Not to fear why knowledge

Cannot always be mine

But by that I can let go

And so know

Truth falls fine and perfect

Only upon

Who works for it

Who earned of and paid for

And who needed to know of

Will be who is next to let go

Without fear of not knowing

While who hangs on too tight

Might only ever hang onto

The worst things alright

And we’ve all got some of that roe

Best left to who works it

For everything is for someone to know

 

 

The Cards Were Falling

 

The cards have been sorted

Into suits shorted

By spills of water

Upon the bench they rested

In suit sequences

Left with me by a family

Showing many signs of

Illnesses of dietary abuses

Being forced upon women and men

Within Australia’s prisons

And showed clearly much fear of

Their own skills as cooks

Almost entirely unable

To prepare any meal for a table

Most especially not

When in view of

Anybody in knowledge of

How in prison the cooking is shoved

Upon who receives it named a privilege

To become abused into imposing upon

The rest of the prisons population

Psychological abuses

By what food who has got

And who imagined what while

Preparing of

And these cards I have got

Read for such love is of

Eight of hearts

Then seven King nine

Three then the Ace

Four next whose disgrace

Then the Queen’s face

Heart’s Jack is next

Then five six two ten

While in spades

It all starts with the King

Then five six ten Queen

Jack three nine two

Seven eight six Ace

Diamonds in red

Have seven to begin with

The Queen nine ten

Six three five two Jack

Four King eight Ace

Clubs again start with King

Ten Jack Queen nine eight

Five Ace two three seven

Four six is it

This the reading of what

Was left behind by accident

When it happened that

A mixed race family

Of former prison inmates had

Stayed a few weeks at

My place

And of the food they left with me

The meat more porky

But many the beef pies

And vegetables the solanum family

Of capsicum tomato and potatoes

All alike in blood to tobacco

Pumpkin and cucumber

Eggplant and zucchini

Those foods which grow too easily

So long as the water supply

Is not too teasy

Yet what else was left behind

Was a gingerbread house of my own kind

Given twice to their child

By two trips to the charities

Yet he afraid to eat mild

For being blamed of its style

Of white icing supply

For preference had he

To a chocolate addiction

At five

Already telling me

That the work belonging to he

Is to let the bad guys

Blame he

For by his own life

Will their ends be strife

 

 

The Story

 

I have a friend

Whose been making herself

Into a story

Of forgiving the world

Of having exposed all our children

To drug using

While me

I have been forgiving

The world of D.V.

And have these things been

In exposure to children

Prevented between

She and me

A black Maori

And white Aborigine

Both working to ensure of

The safety for children

In having had our own skills of providing for

Denied too long to

Care for the fears of how long the cost is

Since the cost of such separation

Between mother and child

Might best be never defined

Without exceptional pride

For our stories are turning out just right

With the structure internal

To the human mind

Being turned inside out to

Prove why

None ever again need might

Any want to so expose their own child

To furnish with why

The food is so caught in this bind

Thanking eternal

These child

Have we also now to eat here

Fish chilli and rice

Coconut and peanuts

Vegetarian feeds and

Coffee vans for the homeless

And the lettuce is alright

Brassica alike

But let which in whose story

Never unfold its device

Neither stinging bite

For the chocolate milk be for

You and me to

Depend upon for sanity

When nobody else around be

Believing in being alive without

A poison to find

We can all be blamed alike

For whatever anybody likes

So long as we are who never

Upon blaming thrives

For the Ants in their way have

Made their day that

These stories are theirs before even

Becoming our own to have walked and flown

Of lives lived fully known              

 

 

 


 

The Gap

 

What gap is that

The politicians are at

That they wanted closing

Of to become their fact

As though all the efforts

To attain equal distribution

Of society’s tax resources

Belong to who’s voted in

Rather than who worked to gain

Equal health and education

So politicians better watch out

To find what gap closing

Is really all about

When the gap is between

Aboriginal and other Australians

Perhaps the real gap is in notions

Of what stories to sustain

For real cultural gain

So listen well

For the gap keeps on closing

No matter what anybody is supposing

Closing in on our heads

As we approach its widening jaw

For all gaps are never

At the seams of what life is for

And the real gap is between

The rich and the poor

To own a real story

So find which one is it

Your own love is for

While those politicians have imagined

Perhaps we Aborigines know a door

Between stories worth telling

And hateful blood and gore

But is it necessary

In invasion’s defiance too poor

To let in all the invader’s

Fears about having invaded us

And what they have caused

By promoting escape artist’s store

As the real story for

Closing the gap

That just has to happen

All of us know well will be sure

 

 

The Unknown Poem

 

This is the story

Of things unknown

Of life not flown

Yet but neither thrown

Of somebody’s girlfriend

And her other friend

And then the other bloke who

Is best never to know of

And how they might be connected

To a recent death

Of somebody named after

What they sold by ripping off the best

That is unless always mistaken

Is that this nest was not yet baked on

And of the processing of recycling

There’s a story not poor but frightening

For who waited around for

And drove down to town for

Is receiving exactly their share of

What is nobody’s retribution

But that of honest reputations

Disarmed by strange allegations

In this situation

Not caused so by

The ripping off of

This the Aboriginal culture

Behind this nation

Of every great Australian

 

 

At Batchelor Aboriginal Institute

What joy to experience

No need regard in the class

Of being its only intelligence

For at this institute is

Intelligence with all of us

By being Aboriginal indigenous

While in other tertiary institutes

We are the real brains

Enrolled in the course

Engaged in the discourse

And other students lean on us

Without recognition of what

Proving the standards too poor

Of that in the mainstream taught

Tertiary educated

Other sorts of Australians

And all of the schools

Without traditional orientation

In the streams of two way education

Might the worth of the world

Be passing by in the swirls

With factors of faith in

Most social institutions

Delivery of schooling

Having been in relations

Their own pens disproving

Yet with Northern Territory’s

Land ownership base

Enabling difference in Batchelor’s case

No such thing can be said of

This institute’s acceptance of grace

The Aboriginal Institute

Begun at Batchelor

Proving we Aborigines

To be who is causing

The best schooling standards

Across the whole place

Now named Australia

What a clever country

This place ours safe

 

 

Word Strings

Word string meaning

Intention best believed in

For if you try to read in

Any other meaning

Who strung those words will have one day heard

And theirs to write again

The way that digs you in

Down under done

By what you own win won

 

 

Accidentally Language

 

Accidental ignorance

Of English grammar nonsense

Ain’t what Aboriginal use of

English word string sets is

By clear mastery

Of word uses

To place English words in

To Aboriginal standards

Unlike those in England

Yet no less than perfect

No less than resilient

No less than academic

Where the academy is

Real language indigenous

So when by accident

Aboriginal English

Manifests real language

Let land be blessed

 

 

Retrieval

 

What happened then

Can you remember

What will to you now

Real memory bring

 

Which sort of Dreaming

Was it life through believed in

Then when

Only your self might have forgotten

While your Spirit live strong in

That put you under my friend

But nothing you done

Is how you won

 

For when not that you want

Neither willing truth of

Your family birth and conscience

But of who abused culture

And how it connects

Perhaps by hot air held bare

In photo like frames less rare

That we wish such of the future to bear

Thus remember no more than your share

 

Whose act was it to know then

That stuck onto the dreams of your own

Causing memory yet unknown

To need retrieving

For who in were you always

Truthfully believing

Whom were you always affirming

To whose tomorrow will fear be boring

And to whom really belongs your

Real true life

Very own

To have and belong truly known

Dreaming

Is forever your own self to believe in

Child’s Play

26 March, 2008

That the

North (west) European

Buddhist

Israeli via African

Trilogy

Of culture theived

Glass giraffes predicated upon

A picnic by comparison

To that we Aborigines

Thrive upon

So in between

Walks in the park

And pissing in the windy dark

Learn from me

Why this lesson about Chris be

That our win known through him

Even by babies

While the real deal

Has been founded and floored

Before Smart knew what he implored

To steal of

That named to Mark Spencer falsely

Age over estimated for

The date of the month lied his punch

Deprived us of naught but

His own belief in us

Who ever it is that we are

You’ll learn well of us to go far

Yet ever not know us

For this win is our thing of us

Needing no food equipment store

No viagra pills such as Chris wore

No confederated bands playing the score

Of gone too long shopping making the poor

So just bear in upon my win

To see no surprise within my eyes

At any of your

While I open up every door

Since the key hole to the frame mine for

And lock up behind me all the more tightly

Since never has our win been existing

Without all your

Assaults upon our own

Being proven here home grown

To be what pushed us in

To realising the strategy

Your own way now ours by these faults here you gave

That hooray since today be for

Another like the other

18 March, 2008

Another like the Other

The accumulation of capital

Is dependently fixed upon

Communication prevention

Between indigenous and refugee stations

While to reconcile national salvation

Each place depends upon

Use of money belong

To love of Earth strong

Let these words sing money’s song

For tired I am of

Awakening in Dreams of

The purses which

Build only delusion

While I have seen

Reality blessed

And my message of this

By heart’s nature

A shape shifter

Might my changes make

None other but the disenfranchised

Rich

For into the shape of a coin

Have my heart and spirit toiled

Gears well oiled

Learned by bacterial foils

To shift

If only I can avoid

Money’s lazing drift

Of working to earn what

We had no real need of but

When the work the Earth needs of us

Was being ignored

So for money that implores

Us to work for no more

Than to save her the Earth

Know we can buy of

No more than to sustain of

The conscience within which

To reforest the planet

Start immediate

Feed all its people

Educate the masses of its

Forgone conclusions

That this poem is

Not written to get rich

For by money yet

Will love be well

When truth proves this I tell

The money is fell

For by its

Dreams of flora and fauna

And the soil’s bacteria

Will the ants have you

Unless by money

You buy only

What saves Earth’s trees too

 

Conclusion

18 March, 2008

I have a conclusion

About money’s delusion

In which

I have realised its

Abuse is

Through you who

Fail to realise your own

False advantage grown

Was always penned in

By the owners of monetary capital

Enabling those they groom well

To imagine that if

This place here is new to you

Then those whom oppress you

Are those old to it

This place on Earth

And might include who loved it first

While if you are

Among those longest here

That your oppressor

Must be thus

Those most newly arrived to our shore

But hereby

Do I declare

Of my heart’s nature forever belonged here

Have I

Become by skin colour

Culture and religious basis

As much like those from many other places

Therefore and thereby

Their money world I defy

So blame me well if you like

For I am white

A descendant of invaders

And religious conspiracies

Yet never not been

Indigenous

The Poem Mistaken

18 March, 2008

The Poem Mistaken

Is a title made in caution

For what is my meaning

Do not read of war’s feeling

To be certain:

If, or is it since

Any legitimacy in war

Could have only one cause

Being the protecting of children

When all other methods are failing

But when also it is

That money’s real cause

Is precisely only

That of protecting children

And thus any legitimacy in war

Must be a latter solution

To that we use money for

And after the failure of

Money’s providence

Therefore

When a soldier is paid

The money he earns

Can only disprove

Legitimacy in war

Thus let us not be too poor

To protect what childrhood is worth

Let us not fail to suggest

That social justice works best

By redistribution of wealth

That every child has real access

To what protects

For if we want peace

Motherhood’s love

Is worth no less

Than money’s means

Always being put to the test

Legislation’s Cumulative Nation

28 February, 2008

Legislation’s Cumulative Nation 

This is Australia’s new station

To have become the cumulative nation

Of what is the real manifestation

In consequence of legislation  

A nation in which

We have true solid pitch

For social justice

By welfare dollar providence  

By public health and housing we stitch

That there always was some reason to this

Processing of legal meaning

Out of religion’s original contexts  

And yet for all its splendors’

In this nation of majestic landscape

And environmentally blessed grandeurs’

We’ve encountered a problem from which

We find no escape  

Since despite all efforts to prevent of

And the fact that no legislation was so intended

According to what we are in information tendered

We seem to have manifested

Our country becoming a police controlled state

Well, that is how the police imagine that their work sustains us anyway mate  

And in which

Truly need we all wonder

About this

Why can here criminals yet exist

When police are so infatuated

With their own status

As to suppose that they control this nation  

Yet perhaps what they’ve failed to sustain

In their own basic minds trained

By the fact of their pay

In which there is some indecent play

For what any of us might believe to stay

Is conditioned through money plain

And when the tax dollars do pay

Even if by private tender game

Well who might control the dream minds

Of those who receive police wages find

Is the tax payers whom wish for

That police will police to their own call

So today in this place

With for whom will God’s Grace

That there need yet be escape

From the false discriminations

Of faked reputations

About whose behaves in illegitimate action

Since by combination

Of specific portions

Of Australian legislation

Is active discrimination

Being enabled against

Those whom believe in true law

Of God’s true people never without money poor

For the flow of information

Is yet for 

So if from out behind the closed police doors

You own dream mind receives not poor

And certainty you find

That it is your own receptive mind

And not by allegations and accusations caused

Then know yourself through mine

That this well informed time

Will prove the death of why

Police find

Themselves able imagine control belongs to their own kind

Yet that but by needs unimagined

Will we receive of

The reason to distrust what

Police controlled governance

Might be if not for

Our own will here to so disprove of 

For just as the criminals

Have police been whom will tell you of

That what is good for all

Might not necessarily be

The best for you and me

And that to improve the life of we three

The police, you, and me

Might it not yet be

Of a need to unravel

The lives of very many other sort of folk

All believing in some other sort of a yolk

But that sort of analysis

Is only what police and criminals devices

Seem to propose in counterpoint harmonies posed

While the real truthful score

I will underline here belonging no less to us all

Is that when one good act

Improves in truth life for many

It also improves life for individuals

But that also is proven of course

That to improve in reality for

Just one man in time evermore

Improves for every man the total score

Of what life is really lived for

And to disbelieve this

Be in love and knowledge poor 

But what was it all for

This time of eons long rain

In providence to the grain

That the nation state became

Might we find one day sore

That the haven for

Those whom live true only to shaytan

Has ever been the police station  

Those houses which form

Termite mounds in your

Dreamtime proud and

Ant mound found

Never too poor  

Be not the real

Parliament

Provided for

And to the bird brained

The feather’s fall

The Poem: unlike most going here, less able be known: to form of necessity.

16 February, 2008

Has Poetry any in not already well enough Hunted?Aka Who Am I?Aka The Lady of the Lake’s Perfection is Baked To pay for my TreasureOf word made SpellYour $20 will learn you wellTreasure earnedIs treasure usefully keptWhile treasure boughtThe winds of change blow best So follow my leadIn the Hunt upon steadFor my Magic and its spellsWere never freeYet by freedom be By post with suretyIf you live not in the CityMy treasure is inFearing not its secretThrough to you tooBy mail and post whoMight send me their letterThat neverYour fear of unknownIn my wordsBut to readIs the means I have shownAs ancient culture reads natureWe read the poemThat Reconciles now knownAt my treasureOf Hell I have livedAlive I was and not too badThrough the Valley of the DeadAnd can remember deathThat of everlasting life the promiseBe never unknown to my lifeNo matter how they tryAnd even already stole ofMore than twiceThat this is the TreasureAnd I who bring it to youZen Yen Xenophobe be notMy writing will be less whatYou strangely feel accustomed toYet you I know will read me trueFor an eye on what do youIn money throughThis is the story for youA story about a small certain factYet fact of no small uncertainty thatOf large impactIn which my own is the hatBeing quietly a shell shocking factThat mine is to insulate its knowledgeWithin layer upon layer ofConditioned Scholar’s rageMy status not socially recognizedNor falsely opposed when definedYet immutable of real impactYours to reap in the learningOf gradual readingThis is no easy read throughYet worth it be for youIf you can tooFrom Eternity to now and thenI did not do138 show youThe only grounds leftWhose are ReligiousIn evidence for ScienceAnd MysticIs my pactYou will never collapseWithin this its formidable factOf biological consequencesNot of war by in personal expensesFor those whom have kept me a girlIn mind all the time While forcing me seem their want to doAnd stealing from me the memoryOf what hell is definedMight yet of course realizeThis is the well to the spellAnd of time Not more than sublimeThat the more they have stolen of my lifeThe longer their own in hell to findBy mineFor I will again so as to defeat their kindThat the least they could doWould be to let my will throughFor the future they steal ofAs though able exist at presentDoth shineWith eternity’s bindKnow it was for a very long timeFrom 1938 to 67’s grateUpon thousands of lifetimes bakedThat life be bliss beyond their comparing mindI have won myself in eternity fineBut never without Allah time

This is a test post

5 February, 2008

This is a test post

In which I do note

That the material in the previous

Has become covered upon with

The column which was to the left

Of links etcetera

About this weblog’s host

For changing the presentation

Has failed but

Since it is my want to of

Find it amusingly

I will let it here be

My Current

23 November, 2007

There is a currency

That alternates

Of electricity

And other which directly

Delivers its energy

Yet of current

Will the currency

If for money be

Normally

Never possible by declining memory

Unless for protecting Earth and her children it be

That to profit might well best need

That which we all need see

The flora and fauna of Earth’s worst nature

Playing the part of its being

The only route of our eternal delivery

For far better to see

Those living forms our minds resemble

When money made us unwell

Than to perceive

Only that money theives

So for the reality

Of every monetary currency

Know eternally

Will you need to plant again the tree

Why this weblog’s name is.

8 November, 2007

ANungarrayididitdotCopas is as I wrote, A Nungarrayi (that’s a name for me and all my sisters in Warlbiri language and Kinship), didi, randomised “t”, and a dot, as in dot com but instead it is dot Copas (that’s my surname).

The story is didi really is what my Irish ex tells me to be that he names a woman’s breasts in the language of the Irish.  But the “t” was asserted to belong there by a person whom had been attempting to set me up as though the whole name read A nungarrayi did it.  Myself being me, I could recognise that it was one of those mind trick games unable to be escaped from; and so I let the “t” be yet within fully continuing to believe and prove that “didi” is the active participant in the expression.

 It becomes somewhat contraversial because “did it” was taken to mean, (that is, after being set up into the false meaning), an act of “doing” the causes of every act of paedophilia.  You see, us Aboriginal Australians have long had a fear about one sort of super monster being, who does all causes of every harm to any child.  We even might believe that it all began here in our own land.  Yet because of that we all are more inclined to face up to the hell of it all.  Our lands real name means something like “the region of the rift”, and many of us believe that when the moon split away from the Earth, forming the pacific basin rim, that another smaller piece also broke away between where Uluru and Katatjuka are today.  Touch the rock there and have no doubt, but accept our status as knowing and loving hell if you dare touch.  For its feel is to know your own worst self as fully accountible in Allah, and to know it for the better of human survival. 

However, that matter, at the heart of our culture, with every appropriate reference here to the beast of the Earth and whom undertakes the role of the full exorcism of every act of paedophilia, by causing in the negative to enable what will prevent, as you might already realise; is not what I have every myself let any person take me as though I am.  There can be no such exorcism if the exorcist being accused of knowing the full story, is not also actively working to counter that story, such that it never manifests in any future.

Therefore I make this post.

What the title: ANungarrayididitdotCopas; is tempting others to believe of me, is not that I am a real paedophile; but rather only that I might have made words specifically to provoke that assumption.

They suck and they can suck this.

(Suck, like the Australian children’s insult “Sux”, is derived from the ancient chinese insult: “go teach your grandmother to suck eggs”; which is an overt reference to the pelvic floor strengthening exercises practised by chinese women, from as young as their first menstruation.  Unfortunately, the excercise is not too good at toning the uterus, and diaphragms holding the uterus in place; but luckily, my own uterus was never in any prolapse, while my pelvic floor had been for as many as thirty years out of the 39 I now am.  Take it as read that I mean you not to suck shit, but rather take up the real situation into your actual consciousness.)