At School Again But Still Writing

Count But

 

I have a way

To count all day

Or is it that

The night now rather way

The way of my mind

Forever in time

Is to consider every cause

The precedent

Of every consequence yet

But to account for myself

As so evil as if

Alike to what if

Which was because of

That it

That those effects had a future

I hope is well ending

Are when now effected

By the past directed

The deeds in my command

So get it that terror is banned

Through being acknowledged and fanned

Minded and winded

And in love real bind

Will it be real

To rather

Account for your self

By which ever direction in time

Your mind finds the larger

Fear of the find

Yet while taking the precaution

Of never being certain

That when open wide

Be truth’s curtain

Never caught short of

The cost of

To Dream is

No loss with

While cause follows precedent

Is that before accounts for ever after effect

So better than to mistake a count

Just do not

Know but

That does it show

I must

Not yet

Nor once stuff it up

And so account

For an animal self

Mine also

And life to bind

Just in case in time

Our future might find

While those without faith

Who’ve imagined the past into their future

As though they’d cause it be happier

Seek to force me into their mind

And theirs into mine

Well just in case

That had been taking place

Why I’ll account for that also

As mine

And therefore be fine

 

 

For Who Might Need To Know It Is So

 

I thing about

What might happen around

The knowledge I spread to the sound

Of who needs to know

What this is I have found

Is that those whom stole of

The want to know

Without equitable work to show

Are who never quite grasp

What exactly it is that they know

But that is just so

Since the other hand is finer in flow

By like I knowing to just let it go

That quality of knowledge

Pouring in need not soiling

But just continue on in

The flow of time

Of work to know

And want only to work

For the extra we give

For free in

The work is

The measure of

How well we are earning

And for Holier

As well as to show

Which will ever be

The first fence to go

Since in time

The message of

Every lesson fine

Is this only

That who learns well it

The lesson of time

Might learn also

Not to fear why knowledge

Cannot always be mine

But by that I can let go

And so know

Truth falls fine and perfect

Only upon

Who works for it

Who earned of and paid for

And who needed to know of

Will be who is next to let go

Without fear of not knowing

While who hangs on too tight

Might only ever hang onto

The worst things alright

And we’ve all got some of that roe

Best left to who works it

For everything is for someone to know

 

 

The Cards Were Falling

 

The cards have been sorted

Into suits shorted

By spills of water

Upon the bench they rested

In suit sequences

Left with me by a family

Showing many signs of

Illnesses of dietary abuses

Being forced upon women and men

Within Australia’s prisons

And showed clearly much fear of

Their own skills as cooks

Almost entirely unable

To prepare any meal for a table

Most especially not

When in view of

Anybody in knowledge of

How in prison the cooking is shoved

Upon who receives it named a privilege

To become abused into imposing upon

The rest of the prisons population

Psychological abuses

By what food who has got

And who imagined what while

Preparing of

And these cards I have got

Read for such love is of

Eight of hearts

Then seven King nine

Three then the Ace

Four next whose disgrace

Then the Queen’s face

Heart’s Jack is next

Then five six two ten

While in spades

It all starts with the King

Then five six ten Queen

Jack three nine two

Seven eight six Ace

Diamonds in red

Have seven to begin with

The Queen nine ten

Six three five two Jack

Four King eight Ace

Clubs again start with King

Ten Jack Queen nine eight

Five Ace two three seven

Four six is it

This the reading of what

Was left behind by accident

When it happened that

A mixed race family

Of former prison inmates had

Stayed a few weeks at

My place

And of the food they left with me

The meat more porky

But many the beef pies

And vegetables the solanum family

Of capsicum tomato and potatoes

All alike in blood to tobacco

Pumpkin and cucumber

Eggplant and zucchini

Those foods which grow too easily

So long as the water supply

Is not too teasy

Yet what else was left behind

Was a gingerbread house of my own kind

Given twice to their child

By two trips to the charities

Yet he afraid to eat mild

For being blamed of its style

Of white icing supply

For preference had he

To a chocolate addiction

At five

Already telling me

That the work belonging to he

Is to let the bad guys

Blame he

For by his own life

Will their ends be strife

 

 

The Story

 

I have a friend

Whose been making herself

Into a story

Of forgiving the world

Of having exposed all our children

To drug using

While me

I have been forgiving

The world of D.V.

And have these things been

In exposure to children

Prevented between

She and me

A black Maori

And white Aborigine

Both working to ensure of

The safety for children

In having had our own skills of providing for

Denied too long to

Care for the fears of how long the cost is

Since the cost of such separation

Between mother and child

Might best be never defined

Without exceptional pride

For our stories are turning out just right

With the structure internal

To the human mind

Being turned inside out to

Prove why

None ever again need might

Any want to so expose their own child

To furnish with why

The food is so caught in this bind

Thanking eternal

These child

Have we also now to eat here

Fish chilli and rice

Coconut and peanuts

Vegetarian feeds and

Coffee vans for the homeless

And the lettuce is alright

Brassica alike

But let which in whose story

Never unfold its device

Neither stinging bite

For the chocolate milk be for

You and me to

Depend upon for sanity

When nobody else around be

Believing in being alive without

A poison to find

We can all be blamed alike

For whatever anybody likes

So long as we are who never

Upon blaming thrives

For the Ants in their way have

Made their day that

These stories are theirs before even

Becoming our own to have walked and flown

Of lives lived fully known              

 

 

 


 

The Gap

 

What gap is that

The politicians are at

That they wanted closing

Of to become their fact

As though all the efforts

To attain equal distribution

Of society’s tax resources

Belong to who’s voted in

Rather than who worked to gain

Equal health and education

So politicians better watch out

To find what gap closing

Is really all about

When the gap is between

Aboriginal and other Australians

Perhaps the real gap is in notions

Of what stories to sustain

For real cultural gain

So listen well

For the gap keeps on closing

No matter what anybody is supposing

Closing in on our heads

As we approach its widening jaw

For all gaps are never

At the seams of what life is for

And the real gap is between

The rich and the poor

To own a real story

So find which one is it

Your own love is for

While those politicians have imagined

Perhaps we Aborigines know a door

Between stories worth telling

And hateful blood and gore

But is it necessary

In invasion’s defiance too poor

To let in all the invader’s

Fears about having invaded us

And what they have caused

By promoting escape artist’s store

As the real story for

Closing the gap

That just has to happen

All of us know well will be sure

 

 

The Unknown Poem

 

This is the story

Of things unknown

Of life not flown

Yet but neither thrown

Of somebody’s girlfriend

And her other friend

And then the other bloke who

Is best never to know of

And how they might be connected

To a recent death

Of somebody named after

What they sold by ripping off the best

That is unless always mistaken

Is that this nest was not yet baked on

And of the processing of recycling

There’s a story not poor but frightening

For who waited around for

And drove down to town for

Is receiving exactly their share of

What is nobody’s retribution

But that of honest reputations

Disarmed by strange allegations

In this situation

Not caused so by

The ripping off of

This the Aboriginal culture

Behind this nation

Of every great Australian

 

 

At Batchelor Aboriginal Institute

What joy to experience

No need regard in the class

Of being its only intelligence

For at this institute is

Intelligence with all of us

By being Aboriginal indigenous

While in other tertiary institutes

We are the real brains

Enrolled in the course

Engaged in the discourse

And other students lean on us

Without recognition of what

Proving the standards too poor

Of that in the mainstream taught

Tertiary educated

Other sorts of Australians

And all of the schools

Without traditional orientation

In the streams of two way education

Might the worth of the world

Be passing by in the swirls

With factors of faith in

Most social institutions

Delivery of schooling

Having been in relations

Their own pens disproving

Yet with Northern Territory’s

Land ownership base

Enabling difference in Batchelor’s case

No such thing can be said of

This institute’s acceptance of grace

The Aboriginal Institute

Begun at Batchelor

Proving we Aborigines

To be who is causing

The best schooling standards

Across the whole place

Now named Australia

What a clever country

This place ours safe

 

 

Word Strings

Word string meaning

Intention best believed in

For if you try to read in

Any other meaning

Who strung those words will have one day heard

And theirs to write again

The way that digs you in

Down under done

By what you own win won

 

 

Accidentally Language

 

Accidental ignorance

Of English grammar nonsense

Ain’t what Aboriginal use of

English word string sets is

By clear mastery

Of word uses

To place English words in

To Aboriginal standards

Unlike those in England

Yet no less than perfect

No less than resilient

No less than academic

Where the academy is

Real language indigenous

So when by accident

Aboriginal English

Manifests real language

Let land be blessed

 

 

Retrieval

 

What happened then

Can you remember

What will to you now

Real memory bring

 

Which sort of Dreaming

Was it life through believed in

Then when

Only your self might have forgotten

While your Spirit live strong in

That put you under my friend

But nothing you done

Is how you won

 

For when not that you want

Neither willing truth of

Your family birth and conscience

But of who abused culture

And how it connects

Perhaps by hot air held bare

In photo like frames less rare

That we wish such of the future to bear

Thus remember no more than your share

 

Whose act was it to know then

That stuck onto the dreams of your own

Causing memory yet unknown

To need retrieving

For who in were you always

Truthfully believing

Whom were you always affirming

To whose tomorrow will fear be boring

And to whom really belongs your

Real true life

Very own

To have and belong truly known

Dreaming

Is forever your own self to believe in

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