A FEW HARDER POEMS And Why Web log

 

 

 

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Tobacco 

I know of a bloke

Who holds his accounts afloat

By blaming whomever

Need partake of

Any medicine

That is prescribed within

Legislation

And when

Once I believed him

Then he told me I needed

To get such medicine

Of the anti-psychotic variety

Presumably

From believing in him

And I got and took it

And I found therein

All my Dreams turned in

To the nightmare of

His own hate for life

And his own worth depised of

In his consciousness

That such as he is

He needed to force me

Psychologically

To take such medicine

Only so as he

Could be manifesting

Any real sanity

While in the meantime

I stopped taking the medicine

Then stopped needing him

Then recovered

So all is well but

For to find that

He still blames me at

And sought to force me

Take such medicine again

So as to enable

That my own Dreams

Of reality

Can make only himself stable

And have no way

To manifest me

Which supposition

I resisted immensely

Until now here you see

I am remembering

That when I took of

That anti-psychotic

Medicine

I promised myself

In each swallow

To take upon myself

What he blamed me with

While he imagined

His own good health

At my expense his dish of wealth

And so now might I

Begin

To believe I

Can condemn

His falsehoods

By every swallow

Of any future medicine

Including even

The food I buy

That well might you also

Remember me and give it a try

To improve your own mental health

Just by

Commitment to believe

In only what has evidence

Every time you chew

And swallow what

It is you your self need

And as for the bloke

His last delusion of me

Will be for him to choke

Since he believed in

My worldly offer

Of health to him

As though without

That accompanying

Condition

That he like me

Give up

Tobaccoo

 

 

 

The Cry That Knows No Supposition 

There are some who suppose

Having a baby

Enables absolution

Of any sin in

The acts of

Sexualised behaviour

That is enabled

Facilitate conception

Which can be true

Of course only because

There is no absolution

Of any crime against

The child born

That sin-less sex

For procreation

If in truth had a pleasure motivation

Is made more expensive

In the measure of sin

Than is sex with contraception

In every instant in which

Your babe in arms

Cries

With consuming the world’s poor tide

And you can not yourself

Immediately resolve

The tears of the child who knows time

For your own act caused

That you must realise

What every sexual expense will be ever of

For in giving birth

The lesson is

This experience

Is just the beginning

Of responsibility

For far more than the

Simplicity of pleasure’s fee

So be not one among

Those decreasing sums

Of folk who in some

Maddened mind supposed upon

What is the nature of being willing

And what that fact of consent

Can have done to the cost of love’s rent

 

 

Tonight’s Dream

 

Tonight my Dreams have been

Evidenced to be invaded

Interrupted by police asserting

Their own false control of our Dreamtime

Such that we may detect

What in we have been leaking

From our minds into police delusions

About the imagination

Of control of ancient song cycles

That I will permanent

Refuse to get

Tricked into such assertions

For I know true

The Dreamtime belongs with me and you

And every mind law abiding

For in Allah the truth

Even the criminal’s mind

Need not accept of

Police accusing

As though their cause is

No more than to convict their own story

So let them live only in the day time

In the world of the physical evidence mind

While will I ever persist

In explaining

Through Dream lines

Of Song cycles

Travelling the Earth’s ley lines

Have no far of police assertions

For will I reassert the thing

To believe in

If your own Dream cycle

Is real

And the Song lines your deal

Believe in Allah

Jesus is King

And Qur’an belong to the land

So tonight

Like every night

When woken upon a Dream with might

Will I awaken to engage in

Enacting what through True Law is proven

That this night is including

Refuting police asserting

Their control of our song

Has any relevance upon

Ancient story cycles reforming

Allah forever will love the land

Jesus is King

Thus tells Qur’an

 

 

That poem is one which was composed at about 2.30 am this morning 4th October 2007, after waking in a fright exactly as the poem describes, and then using my words, spoken aloud, to counter what was frightening me in Dreams.  After that I wrote the poem.  This is normal for my process.  So normal in fact that for me, every day, the new poetry I make, seems suddenly more important than any previous; but I know that is not usually true, and that I can improve upon each and every.  However, the purpose of my web logs is to document the original compositions, just in case, in our collective Dream mind, the words I make might need to be traced.

I Have Been 

Been prosecuted in mind with

Not being black enough of kind

To that the socially acceptable give

But when of their gift is

Only the greed to be whiter

Which they give of by theft of

What I had been of blacker than them

And when I refuse

To take into my behaviour

What it is that I take in mind of them

Are they accusing me

Of being too white

When what I can see

Is that my own behaviour

Is already much blacker

That must I mentally point to

Their insidious ignorance

Of their own whiteness

As my methodology blackly

In tackling the whites who

Tend to

Be less able resist

Behaving only as they have Dreamed through

In pleasure seeking they do

Yet either skin colour

Bears with less consequence

In how black any of us are

In the final analysis

And of how dark our children are

Than does real culture

In which

The patterns for whiteness

Have an extra layer of pride that

Is not how we are made but

Neither externally apparent

Except in that

It is opposite

To black people’s pride at

The fact that most white have

More pride in

The most intimate secrets

Pride held between lovers

Is that which never registers

The full consequences

That of fear of

By the minded way of why

I believe I am truly

An Australian Aborigine

Despite my white skin covering

So have bound myself down by

The culture well founded

In what ever made any one

Deadly black

 

 

Thanks for reading me

Alaykumuassalam Rivaq

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